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WHEN WILL THIS SILENCE DIE

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WHEN WILL THIS SILENCE DIE
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It’s been so long since we have been together
It’s been so long since your sweet voice dissolved in my ears
Is it me or you who has made the first move towards silence
When will this silence die?

Silence although resembles peace but it also signifies cold war
What it is? Is it an end or just a beginning?
This silence is so killing so heart breaking so nerve tempering
I wonder, when will this silence die?

Those melancholy wind chimes have freezen
Life has come to an uninvitable pause
All excitation has dumped up.
This silence is killing somewhat inside me
When will this silence die?

Gone are those days when we can’t think of anything else
Now something has exploded and invaded the hearts
Is this a misconception, mistake or ego twitching
Which has led to the dead end
I wonder, when will this silence die?

I even remember those small incidents which implanted the seeds
And when the plant picked up speed wind is taking it away
Everything is about to finish.
This unspoken evil is a slow poison
When will this silence die?

I from deep want to kill this
I want those Tits bits back
Just in case another one grew big
I will always want this history cycle to repeat
So that sweet voice of thy would make me more active and caring
Yes, this is my believe this silence will die
This silence will die one day!

From the time since time separated us
I am drowning in the rain of tears
Only pictures in front of me are the memory of ours
Including one which forced us to say goodbye
But when the sun will shine again
I know this silence would have died
This silence would have died!!!


--- Vasu
19th Sept 2005

BLOOD DRIPPING FROM MY EYES

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BLOOD DRIPPING FROM MY EYES
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My eyes were in a habit of seeing a wonderful dream
But now they shed something shiny
It is not a watermark
In spite it’s the pain and
My inner anguish which is in dark red form
Yes, this is my hearts cry and its tears are blood
Which are dripping from my eyes.

No one can understand my pain
Blood is boiling in my veins
But this blood sometimes freezes too
Then red icicles flew
I am crying from deep inside
My prayers are not making any wonder
My love is going away
It is being avoiding and hatreding
Faith departed, broken hearted and looser
These are the names given to me
Why wont?
Why wont blood drip from my eyes

My eyes are seeing the worst nightmare of my life
Those corner standings
Make me do something really unwell
It also makes me shiver
My heart shatters
Pause has come to my love line
Only request is that
Don’t let this pause turn into a stop

When I a m with you
I don’t feel that I am in world
But I am the world
Baby, please believe me the pain I am going through
Only I can think of is to live those dreams again
To slide my fingers through your hairs whole day
And to kiss your lips and feel the warmth

But the coins real side laughs on me
My dreams, imaginations are as broken as a glass
Now there are only memories of good times
Including those which we live together
They are just memories because there is no chance for new one.
Not only remember good times
Even remember those unreplied messages
The ignorance, the negligence & backsitting decisions
Which are threading the rope
There isn’t any angel around to hold
And mend the broken part
Even the cupid is not in favour of me
Everything I s going against me
Whenever this comes to my mind
My eyes cry, please see to it
Blood is dripping from my eyes
And no one is there to wipe them up
Blood is dripping from my eyes.



-------------VASU JAIN